Fête by Andrew Nance
I thought friends friendly, & so starved.
I thought friends fiend-like, & so carved
an altar. I came for the communion, not
the conversation; caught fire, blackened
the banister. I had a hell of a time saving
face; facing Mitanni, my president.
Son after son rode the waves; the sight
was hard to believe, to insinuate. Duped,
I was content to watch women carouse:
each carrousel passing in place, pleating
into an envelope of eve. They took
my card, catalogued my number. As I was
pulling, not plucking, my eyelashes, one
after another, they said, come on, said
we're ready for feeding; together they
pried at my parts, packed me up, a point,
into the little drawers of a chiffonier.
Parried from the door by a large man
in a pearl necklace, my teeth began
to chatter. There was little left: I starved
still. I chose carousal over caving; cabal
over waking. I came to a catastrophe.
Cameroon by Andrew Nance
Imagine lastly eager
grins regretting, back & forth
as if on a hinge: the snow-belt
a wind-building people, people
dismantle like dogs on stilts
or a sneeze in the night
back & forth, as if on
a hinge, the snow-belt pulling
my lover out of the sea & up
to my chin like a dog on stilts
a sneeze in the night, a dress
that wears me, clings to its
camera, pulling my
lover out of the sea, up to chin
mouth hinged to summer's
certainty: rain, a dress that
wears me, clings to its camera
all the money in my pockets
curls like cats, & in my
mouth, hinged to summer's
certainty, rain & velvet organs
washed up on shore: all the
money in my pockets curled
like cats: I bend over to pour
my grin into her
mouth, an organ washed up
on shore, a wind building people
people dismantled: I bent over
to pour my grin, & lastly, I am
pouring the eager grins I regret.